Good morning ... what is so good about it I'm unsure ... kidding (a little)
so I decided to change my avatar to a roller coaster because this describes the 'ups and downs' of my life.
I'd like to be more of a computer tech poster but I have limited computer knowledge and I admit that.
Was a rough night but I did manage to get about 5 and 1/2 hours of QUALITY sleep and overall feel pretty good physically and mentally considering. A little bit of brain fog but luckily no depression.
I was a bit bummed to have to take down the Christmas decorations last night but they decided it was time, me, I could leave em up all year long Lol
I've survived much in this 50 years and I must be mindful of how far I've come because I'm very hard on myself. I continue to meditate as part of my morning routine and pay close attention to my plant that is blossoming very well. I turned him (Him ... Lol) around so as it will start to lean again towards the sun. Its a hawaiian-pothos. I'm trying to repair and salvage what is left of this life and to heal both physically and mentally and be present and set boundaries and realize everyday my purpose which is to love myself and accept my limitations and shortcoming. I've come and get up and get in the shower early now instead of sitting in sweat pants all day regardless of whether or not I walk.
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Other than that I'm happy to resume my morning/afternoon walks as I noticed it brightens up my mood(s) but I'm still sometimes sleeping too late which throws me off the next night.
Se ya later and comments are always welcomed but not expected. Also feel free to share with me any good movie recommendations and I'd love to hear what others are doing with this short life. I would love to hear from other eclipse members. I'm sort of shy but I don't bite and I love to chat casually about mostly anything at all that comes to mind. That being said, sometimes I can be "out there" so thank in in advance and I profess to be noting other than just little old me and I wear my heart on my sleeve.
I hope everybody is managing well and enjoying their day/evening out there reading.